Oktober 30, 2010

#8 Internet Friend

She is KATHARINA NONNA, my favorite internet friend.
We met last year in a plaza, and she's been a nice friend every girl would wish for.
I really love the book she gave me (This Earth of Mankind).
She's nice to talk to... and simply funny.
OH, SHE IS CORNY TOO. :) Wish she would come to meet me again :(

Get connected with her,

Oh I  forget to tell you. I took some pictures with her. This is the most lovely one.


Wish YOU Were Here :(

Thinking about him. I slept, only to have him appear before me. Had I known it was a dream, I should never have awakened.

Oktober 28, 2010

I just love being unperfect!

Oktober 27, 2010


Hujan turun di sekelilingku
Meluluhlantakkan seluruh hasrat ku
Kau mungkin tak percaya
Aku menyebutnya sebagai rindu :'(

Oktober 25, 2010

It is sooo love!

Yesterday my friends asked me what love is.
I suddenly looked back and thought for seconds.
Then I said your name.
They laughed... :'(
Maybe they are the ones who don't really understand what love is.

Oktober 22, 2010


Bored enough for me to be able to edit an "I miss you"-themed picture. Brave enough to post it on Facebook. Coward enough not to tag his name on it.

...stupid Icha.

Well, I guess I did the right thing.

Not tagging his name at all.

...didn't I?

Oktober 21, 2010

#6 Stranger

Found out some news today about a good friend. A friend who I love and adore and consider a close friend. And yet I find out this exciting, life changing earth shattering news from someone else. How very sad I feel to have not been told personally . We don't see each other often as our life have taken different paths but I truly thought I would be involved when this time came. I very irrationally feel like I've been dumped. I know that nothing has really changed and when we speak I'll feel stupid for being upset. But for now...I am hurt.
It's nice when strangers become friends,
But it sucks when friends become strangers.

Oktober 18, 2010

Believe it or not, THIS is my favorite picture EVEEERRRR!

taken by Abang Diboyyyy, :p

My oh-so-nice face!




Oktober 13, 2010

A happy Belated Birthday

So today Sry (Ci) treated us for her birthday (actually her birthday was 4 days ago but we begged her to treat us; yeah I know we're some consumerism friends to her, HAHA). We spent a lot of times in  OLAKISAT :p. These are some of the wildly crazy pictures!


Left to right: Ci - Jenny - Darlia - Me - Mon - Masy

I'm soooo gonna print some of these pictures :)

Oktober 11, 2010

Fun With YEAH!

Just had a super super fun day with YEAH! Well, we're not actually a clique, we're just 4 people who's comfy enough with each other. These are my friends in college. Darlia , Jenny and Sry (cii). You can say that these people are my 'peer' groups because we always share the same classes and we always spend time together.
Talking about weekend. How did your weekend went? As for me, I went to Berastagi with them. We got a little bit stranded, but thank God we reached it on time.
These are some of the wildly crazy pictures!


Okay, time to wrap up the post. I'll see you next time. Have a great weekend!

Oktober 06, 2010

#5 My Ambitions in Pictures

I love to set goals for myself. Me without goals is like a flat life. Goals help me to motivate myself, they help me to push myself to the limit. Here are my goals, and please don't think I'm such a dreamer, because I know I can achieve all of these if I work very hard on 

I want to graduate! Who doesn't want to? I want to graduate in 4 years (as for me, 1 year from now because I'm a 7th semester) with minimum 3.50 GPA. Picture myself as Bachelor of Literature, class of 2011. Oh my God, my family would be so proud if I managed to finish my college on time.

Presenting... New York. The city where I want to be. After graduating, I really want to move here and take my Master of Arts. It has always been my dream to stay abroad for like 3 to 4 years for studying, not for working. I'm planning to go to New York about 2 years from now. I'm 21 now, so... I plan to move to New York by the time I'm 23. I've imagined myself living in a small flat in New York suburb area, and I study in... look down! I'm gonna study in...

New York University. What else? For the course, I haven't known yet. Can be Journalism or American Studies.
OH MY GOD. I'm dying to study in that place. NYU is the best place for me. I take American Studies as my college minor.
Well, actually, it was my dad who said "It's been my dream to see my children go abroad for college. Do you want it? I mean, you can take any major you want, you can even continue your major from your current university. But I really want to see my kids being a graduate from an international university, like in New Y ork? There are a lot of Indonesian students living there. And suddenly I felt like being crushed by a 100 mega-watt lightning. Unfortunately, my mom won't let me go. Oh how I really hate her for this refusal. Well maybe I should persuade my daddy hardly. Oh, and one more: this plan is still tentative. I mean, I know my Dad promises me this, but the chance of not going to New York is still there. I hope whatever the result is, it will be the best for me.

Welcome to my dream apartment. WHAT? Yeah yeah this might look a small apartment, but that's exactly what I'm looking for. I'm going to live alone, so I think the best apartment would be a small apartment, because I hate doing house cleaning. I don't need a big, expensive loft, a small yet comfy apartment will do very good for me. Oh, by the way, if you want to see me, my apartment will be in Westchester, a suburb area in New York. They say it's a very comfortable suburb with reasonable living cost.

You'll gonna read my articles in National Geographic Magazine. I want to be their contributor (not full-time employer). NatGeo has been my dream since high school, really.
 To write and publish my first book -but yes, i still don't even know what to write.
Some people say that I ought to write one.
Even my sister says so. But the thing is... my only question is,
"What should i write about? What will the topic be? What will it be about? Should it be a novel or....?"
Since now some of you have known my type of writing, help me? :)
Answer this question by mentioning me on Twitter or answering this question in the comment page below.
 To stay best friend with my sweet bitch, Citra Zebua.

Well, that's all my ambitions. I call them 'ambitions', not 'dreams', because ambitions are something worth fighting for, unlike dreams. You work on your ambitions, not your dreams.

Oktober 04, 2010

#4 Dear Siblings

He is Windy Nugraha Siburian, my 1st younger brother. Call him Windy. From now on, he stays in Bandung for studying. He makes me proud to be his big sister. You know, he is a lucky student among others who accepted in Bandung Institute of Technology as Informatics major. Wowww, how proud we are as his relatives, I mean we here are my parents (of course), my second brother, and his two sisters (me+my younger sister). But sad to say that we haven't been talking for sooooo long. He is a family person. As a younger brother, he respects me so much. He is oh-so-nice, hardly talk rude to me and my family. He is so smart that makes him the only person in family to ask whenever we are in difficulties to understand our studies (especially during my high school years). LOL :p. Wish he had blog too, so we could share anything here. Dear you, I miss you.
Quite handsome no? Yes many people agree with those words, me too. He is my 2nd younger brother, his name is Jonathan Pardamean Siburian. He is now officially a teenager in Senior High School as the 3rd class. He stays in his school's dorm (he often does absences while the weekdays, so the headmaster and my mother decided to move him in dorm). See? Everybody who has known this boy well should wonder why his name so weird is. Believe it I also ask the same question. His name really contradicts to his behavior. Well the word 'pardamean' in taken from Batak Language, which means 'peaceful'. But actually that word doesn't reflect his own life. He is an attractive, naughty, and stubborn son in my family. As the youngest brother, he is not really kind. He didn't respect me during our childhood (often bothered, pinched, and fought me back). He has been being an attention-seeking. Most of his childhood years are spent by doing mischief against his friends. So annoying! But now, life changes. He turns into a big boy who acts his family well. Oh how I miss fight with him, LOL.
Sweet, spoiled, cry-baby, and friendly. I think these are the most suitable words for her. She is Theresia Enggraeni Siburian, my only sister. Does she have a similar face with me? I guess NO. My mother and I often mock her with some jokes. We usually state that she's a child adoption from a stranger. Hearing that will make her cry. See? Such a cry-baby. She is now officially a student of Junior High School as the 3rd class. She lives with my mom in Balige (you know my daddy stays in Tebing Tinggi for his work). Oh how I miss seeing her name popped-up in my phone screen. My daddy has confiscated her handphone because of her laziness for studying. People, don't do what she did, Okay. The moment I love the most with her is the time when we were scolded by my daddy. I was accused of omitting my dad's files just because I was in his room at that time. Thesa, her nick name, defended me from that accusation. Suddenly I hug her for a while, hehe. 
Oh how I miss my childhood years with my family. I miss the time when we lived together in a house. I miss the time when we mocked each other. Don't you think that time runs so fast? I wonder when we will meet completely in a moment. For caring and understanding me, I thank you. I really do. Miss you so much.

Oktober 03, 2010

#3 Dear Parents

The man and the woman that 'made' me
The ones who have been shaping and teaching me,
To be who I am today.